Wednesday, May 16, 2007

went to school today just to attend 2 lessons which last for 2 hours++ i think i was incredibly great. i could get two heart attacks in just two hours time. am i great?? k..i will stop that.. no time for all these craps..after we had sat for our midyear exams..definitely we will be gettin back our results..and there will only be two possibilities after we got back our results..the first will be: if u score well..congrats! the second one will be: if u dont,then too bad..try harder next time. anyone can kindly tell me why i always belongs to the second one..why??

haiis..mother's day was last sunday. i told my mum i could not afford to buy any presents for her..and she just went like this: its alright..i dont expect any presents from you..you just have to do well in your studies and that will be the greatest present i have ever had from you..i was like: mum..i cant guarantee you of me gettin good results but i will definitely try my best for all my tests and exams..i felt guilty after sayin that. i started to ask myself when was the last time i have ever worked hard. was it 2002's PSLE? or was it 2004's midyear examination? i not sure.probably not even once or else why i cant remember anythin about me workin hard..

the fist paper i got back was my poa paper 1 which was all multiple choice questions..and...and..i failed..F-A-I-L-E-D! out of 30 questions i only got 13 correct..omG.. nearly fainted at school in 5n1 classroom. suhailah told me not to cry..haha..maybe my face looks like..erm..haha..looks-like-goin-to-cry-face T_T..chinese was the second paper i got back..haiis..i was speachless.(sigh..shake head with the sound "ze ze ze" comin out from my mouth)..i have to go and take a good rest now..tomorrow i will be gettin back..(finger countin)1..2..3..4..5..6 papers..probably gettin back all 6 papers by tomorrow..and..if i dont get a good rest today.. i dont know how am i goin to take the blow from all this disastrous results..zzzz...